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Killing Machines Dr.
07:11
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Drawing faces on the glass, the foggy windowpane collapses in a pattern
It's a fractal map
Topological designs, seven bridges, contradictions, didn't matter
It's a left hand dap
Charismatic to the bone, he couldn't bear to be alone, after all the idle chatter
And the slow claps
As his head lands in his hands to ruminate on their demands and the refrain of:
"Swing batter!"
He creeps into the night, heaps of receipts in his wallet
Salt and peppered temples with a laundry list of causes
Genteel inscribed on both his eyes, bereft and alone
Stokes a fire of sieved desires, wearing a cone
And it's over like a thunderstorm
But the beat still slaps
Across the cold blue sky, over the vast expanse and pitter patter
Of a pale Midwestern knack
His colors bleeding over lines, established effort over time, watch the roaches scatter
Hear knuckles crack
Taking stock of the divine, utilized allotted time, I've got just enough to climb
This ladder
He creeps into the night, heaps of receipts in his wallet
Salt and peppered temples with a laundry list of causes
Genteel inscribed on both his eyes, bereft and alone
Stokes a fire of sieved desires, wearing a cone
And now we're here
Because it's nothing like an oath of fealty sworn, hand on a bible
I've faith enough to cast them both into the street
But, straight lines that separate object from intention
Become the knots that twist and lie
They said I'd be brave, proud, and free
Yeah killing machines fly high over me
I'm out
Its incremental regalia, cut down from the frozen root
There's a line i can try but, its a one way ticket, a feedback loop
Prime arrives in the morning, out there its probably booming now, but i dont mind
They said I'd be brave, proud, and free
Yeah killing machines fly high over me
They said I'd be brave, proud, and free
Yeah killing machines drive down chosen streets
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2. |
Type Has Me
06:31
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Leave me alone, enough of the drone, if I wanted company, would I be here?
The plan until last call, consists of staring at the wall
Can't do that if you hover near
Don't take offense, it wasn't meant
"Don't take offense" is always what comes before
The words that slur to life when saying less would be more wise; the muscle flings me to the floor
It's high time I found a door
In the event that I smother in the back
Lose track of the coke back, sad sack, sugar for the cognac
Look, its not the best part of me
Through the briars, you remained a friend indeed
Filling in the blanks, the stagger dreams
It's high time I found a door
Is there a chance to heal
That this rift conceals?
An eternal argument
Chomps at the heels
Of progress, but only if you can leave these names off the blotter
But if we check the reel
It will not reveal
That fallow fields abound;
Contempt over zeal
A process, that only hits to the reeds, murking the water
Remember when you used to send, the mailers out to all your friends
A Christmas card, last year and then,
Offended by the precedent I set in motion, no intent;
Don't want to to build a fence
I cannot control, these wings are meltable, but instead of flight, just always pecking at the rind
Energy to theorize, with these gnashing teeth, distracted eyes, the
Depth of what is realized is lost between the lines
It's shuffled in with piles of daily mail
But i just poured an apertif,
That's just how it has to be, somehow
Don't call me back, I know the facts, besides you know how I'd react
I'd promise that this was the last
Time you'd be put under the axe
That's how I know I need you bad
But you know better than to forget
It's as good as it's ever been
I'm a self-made idiot
The drama will repeat again
Some friend
I couldn't bear to be, subjected to the charity, you know, stubbornness is piety, and a monumental bore
I will remain attached, as i gaze blankly at the empty glass, and I'll knock another back, it's all I do anymore
It's shuffled in with piles of daily mail
But i'm just where i ought to be
That's just how it has to be
For now
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Trees Knees
03:47
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Yes!
Your honor I was there, it's not that simple
I was told you're supposed to bring a friend
And I've always been a bit slow
I knew I'd have to wait a while
But I was dosing it low
Far from a rank and file
Dusk is a lonely host
Do you even believe me?
I manufactured the ire
I drew blood, I burned their own
To recall every detail that evening is far too great a task
I was painting a portrait that brought me close to God, at least I thought of one
As the canopy filtered the light, every limb was alive and it groaned in the night
With a vicious intent, and I'll tell you my friends, to survive was to burn, so I torched it and ran
It was seriously the most fucked up thing that happened all week
I'm still keeping up
Caps and stems in gut
I knew I'd have to wait a while
But I was dosing it low
Far from a rank and file
Dusk is a lonely host
Do you even believe me?
I manufactured the ire
I drew blood, I burned their own
Fuck; cleaned my desk and now I'm walking free, and thought the boughs don't bend so much, I see their knees
Fuck; the hammer fell, instead of hopping bars, I'll call them my front door and count with tallied scars
Fuck; I forged a link with ashes in the sky, and when I broke the ice he just said "sempre fi"
Fuck; in coming out, there was a proper theme, in place of soft pitched sophistry
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4. |
Time to Fly
06:09
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Time to fly, here we go again
I'm getting high, I'm with my friends
We're getting by, trying to make pretend
Time to fly, here we go again
I don't want to say
That you were, the one that got away
Can I face it alone?
Can I free every bond from the skin?
In the end, I'll atone
It appeals in a different way
It darkens doors, and takes the lewdest opportunities
Crawling back from broken unities
She's selling all the time
Cuz she's got something they're needing
They're feeling freezing
I'm okay with whatever comes my way
I said I'm okay
Every time I leave, the vibes lead me to believe
I should drape the walls in red velvet curtain
I won't be saving any wine when the night is spent
And the night is spent on you, every moment, tailored for enjoyment
Don't try to mirror the subtlety of the rising tide
You're alright, you're okay
You're gonna live another fuckin' day
Because you're on your way
Said nothing gets to you like that
I don't want to say
That you were, the one that got away
Can I face it alone?
Can I free every bond from the skin?
In the end, I'll atone
It appeals in a different way
Soon the love escapes, maybe just out to lunch
Not enough to see if this is drying up
A staple I'd argue would seal me in the rut
I told you, that I'm stalling, they baptized me in mud
This bed should not be cold tonight
She speaks as if there's no divide
Can I pretend that there is evidence for
Something more than a few turns around it?
I won't be saving any wine for you
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Way Up There
13:00
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I'm wondering where's my place in this
On balance beams I'm diggin' it
I'm wondering where's your evidence
On balance beams, I'm day-trippin'
What is it, living?
What is it?
Way up there
Conversations about the weather
I paint my face around nothing
Hazy Sunday, I'm diggin' it
Fade away, were you something
You're hearing things, is that nothing?
What is it, living?
What is it?
Way up there
Conversations about the weather
Bring me closer to the weakness
I can taste every altered state with a tongue that can filter the surplus
In every in there is an out, a clever cloak a new amount, keeping mum while speaking out, but no
And he meant to deter every way, all attempts to determine the access codes
He's reigning in he's walkabout, excusing me from talking out, but no
There's a chance that we'll ask for a day to recording aches from the give and the take
In the end we will find it's a flex of the wings, and we'll learn that we never get a break
I can't interpret your words on this
I can't intercept your thoughts on this
I can't disconnect my thought magnet
Can I make pretend I have words for it?
Bring me closer to the weakness now
That i have known for too long to confuse it with another
Hey babe, don't bite my cheeks, that hurts
I'm just saying hey babe that hurts
This coin's got two sides, yeah what's worse
Hey babe don't bite my cheeks that hurts
I could say that i, I'll give another try
I'll last another day
Just to keep this ramshackle contraption of a love alive
Can't cull what should not survive
It's killing me, i realize
But, otherwise it's
Hey babe don't bite my cheeks that hurts
Hey babe bite my cheeks, yeah, that hurts
Okay, Siri, please help me understand something:
How is it that seven out of ten times I see a car parked in a fire lane, or in an otherwise restricted area clearly indicated by some sort of sign or coloration of an adjacent curb, it is a particularly expensive but entirely impractical car that can only feasibly serve as some kind of vanity statement by the owner of said car because such vehicles are so fucking extra that even the most elite of classes cannot escape the fact that these vehicles are not fast enough to be muscle cars, nor are they capable of hauling anything the way one would with a fucking truck or something.
It displays self-awareness, that should lead to empathy for your fellow humans, but has instead manifested in contempt, and the desire to gloat, and no amount of performative solidarity can change that kind of a track record.
It's a shiny middle finger that brings them to the restaurant to where they spit on the staff, and tip poorly. It's a reminder that they have, and you have not.
Oh look, he's getting out. Holy shit. It's Ted Wheeler.
Way up there
Conversations about the weather
I get bored with nothing
Yet someday, I'm nothing
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6. |
Load Comments
04:51
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Counting his proclivities, rosary beads, every meeting finds another horse to beat
Loaded phrases on the signs, and unimpressive paradigms
"Stop! I feel so low, and I can only don a traditional guise
Fall in line, or you'll be in my sights, escorts red, blue and blaring"
He flopped down on the tarmac, just like it was his driveway
Tell me, buddy, are you fucking serious?
I'm really looking forward to when the referendum on coppin' steez is repealed
The tantrum airs at five, and its reading like
You stepped out of line to make a scene about something like a sale price
When on comment threads with fascists, be the one that makes the racket
C'mere, I'm gonna break your fucking nose
"I'm feeling so alone, its like the world's left me behind
Boys bleeding blue, bout to bring back the broad brush approach, battered, fried and served"
A dusty narrative, with nowhere left to live, except in limited handshake environments
"Fall in line, or you'll be doing time, far past the point of caring"
You skipped your chrysalis, and balled up both your fists
Tell me buddy, are you fucking kidding me?
I'm really looking forward to when the referendum on coppin' steez is repealed
Tell me it's your rights I'm infringing on
Your clearly finer points of idea generation
My bleeding heart is filled with sympathy but I'm long dry of any patience
I can't just sit and wait for you to die
Fuck.
"I've got my hooks so deep inside of you
You think I'm here to scratch the itch?
First I'll spin your buzzwords into anthems, dude
Then I'm gonna gut you like a fish"
I wish that I could say the same was true
Of all the promises that were made to you
But let's be realistic, we're still washing dishes
A generation born to lose
Ha ha! It's fine. After all: we're all just special little snowflakes anyway.
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Meanwhile, it's a risky gamble
Inside of embittered incantations hummed through powder marks emphatically supplied
Cracked tile in a cleaned house chapel
Don't vie for convenient little analog solutions like they're mail-order brides
Sometime, you'll have to choke down the artificial cherry flavored medicine
Chastised, and memorizing trivia that's useful just like paintings for the blind
Chapped hide, a paring knife is implemented to determine if you're worth the time
Anti-hero in a new revision, fiction that expunges every crime
Welcome aboard
Breadseeds flourish in beds by the east wall
Encircled on the floor to steep like tea in the windfall
Steering wheel in hand to banish the backtalk
If Rosencrantz and Guildenstern survive, then you don't walk
It's when all reasoning fails
In whims that vary, unpredictable weather
In anger, reconsideration severs the tether
Prematurely mirth consuming, worse or for better
The weighing of a heart so dense it launches the feather
It's when all reasoning fails
I'm eyeballs deep in details
Instead of lashing out I'll fold to the daydream
If you're in every home, I'll be only what you make me
I've been a problem child more times than occasionally
The echoes of the hammer are what's truly amazing
It's when all reasoning fails
I'm eyeballs deep in details
No love in driving the nail
And yet he acted selflessly
Or so he always dreamed, you see
He fought with honor, a closet goner
And flexed his way to victory
But he's no Michelangelo
There's several other cracks to go
A nonmasonic cross, he's on it
And reappropriates the known
But that's a higher rung to climb
Its Everest to tired eyes
A road to slaughter, dirty water
He spews the bile, a tired line
Welcome aboard
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